Lunta Island, Krabi, Thailand

Lunta Island, Krabi, Thailand...........

How nice if I can go right? ^^

6 Days left before going back to UUM! =( =(

Of A Broken Friendship..........

Lately I've read many blogs about friendship. It's an issue that no matter how old you are, you might still be having a problem with it. Especially when you are a teen. And I'm no exceptional. Recently, I'm having that issue with a friend. A friend whom I've been quite close during my last sem. A friend whom I had much fun with. I don't know what happened and the next minute he didn't message me anymore. History is repeating itself again. This is not the first time already. I'd experienced it in the first sem. With different people that is. I don't know what I did wrong and I longed for an explanation. I need to get it right before things get awry.
Neway, we celebrated Uncle Banana's birthday yesterday. At first we planned to go to a cafe somewhere around pulau tikus. Unfortunately, it was closed and we ended up at a japanese restaurant. The food was not bad actually......except for the miso soup which was toooooo salty! I had Unagi set which comes with a bowl of rice, salad, salty miso soup, two slices of orange and ice cream and it's only RM9.90. So, overall it's worth it! =) Too bad I didn't snap any picture. I'm just too lazy to do all that....Thanks again Uncle Banana for the treat! hehe.
Well, that's about the food. What i really wanted to blog about is those who attended the dinner. There were like 12 of us at a table but basically 'we' were just chatting to Kchuan. The 'we' I'm referring to are Js and I. I don't know when we had became outsiders in the gang. I don't know why Eng would dislike us. Or just me. I know deep down Js feels upset about it although he told me he doesn't care. Sometimes, i felt that I'm the one who should be blamed. I mean he used to be close to Eng but things changed after I'm with him. I really don't know what I can do anymore. For the first time ever i hope I'm in UUM now. I want to get busy so that I won't have so much time to think about all those silly things.
Lately got addicted to:

• David Cook's Always Be My Baby which was originally sang by Mariah Carey
• Rihanna's Take A Bow
• Taylor Swift's Teardrops On My Guitar

10 Days left before going back to UUM =( =(

Of Loneliness and Relationships........

I feel extremely lonely tonight. All I want is a long break with a group of friends. Basically I didn't really had a break since my finals were over. I've been working even before I sat for my last paper. Honestly, I feel really tired. Not physically but mentally. I'm not happy with my working environment. Luckily it's just a part time job.
On a happier note, my relationship with js are getting better and better each day. I finally told him about what I really feel and he already accepted it and forgive me. I knew I'd hurt him when I told him all that but I really don't wanna hide it from him. I feel that it's not fair to him. Some might say I'm foolish for telling him that but I'm relieved that I finally had the courage to tell him. What's more important but to be true to your partner in a relationship, right? =)
Haiz..... Thinking bout' having to work tomorrow really spoiled my mood.....=(

17 Days left before going back UUM.... =( =(

Last night was fun. Chee, Mlean and I went to the beach and had some sort of girls talk. With Vodka and beer of course. We chat about many things. When I'm with them, I feel so much comfortable because I could just do and say what I want without having to worry that they might have hard feelings. They are the friends that I could turn to whenever I have probs. Somehow I still feel that they are hiding certain things from me. Maybe that's me. I would have doubts in someone even when she/he is close to me. Never mind about that already. Here's some of the pics we took yesterday......

Friends are like a panadol when you are in deep pain................

Of Friends and Lies~

Everytime before clicking this page, I've already had in my mind on what to blog about. But somehow when I'm in it, my mind just goes blank.
I've been kinda down lately. I mean I had many things in my mind. Mostly about relationships with people. I'm not really good at socializing. I have to work hard in tying the bonds with strangers. Which explains why I don't really make any new friends in uni. Just when I thought I had a few friends which I could confide in when I have probs, I realised that they are not who I think they were. Human being is so realistic. I've learned alot from the office I'm working part time currently. They have different masks when dealing with different people. In front they would act as though they are so nice and down-to-earth. But behind their masks, they're no angel but a poisonous snake. Well, I may sound harsh in this but it's true. You just wouldn't know when they would turn their back on you. So do friends.
A friend told me that she's not as good as everyone think she is. I wanted to tell her that no one is perfect actually. And to me she's the best friend I could've ever asked for! Thanks for listening to me all the time.
I NEED A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING!!!! I WANT A HOLIDAY!!!

Of sushi, nail polishing n.......a rat!

I should have blog this yesterday actually. Yesterday was fun. We went to Chee's house to make sushi and black sugar jelly. Well, it's not really sushi. It's seaweed,ham,boiled egg, tuna and japanese cucumber wrapped with erm...bread. Flattened bread that is..... Surprisingly, it was good! So does the black sugar jelly!
After that we had a few games of 'chor dai ti' and tha rule is who loses must eat the bread sushi. Well, guess Pris doesn't have lady luck by her side. Neway, Mlean and I ate a few cos' we just can't resist the temptation of the sushi. Trust me.....it's really delicious! After we got bored with the game, it's time for nail polishing! Pris brought a box of nail polish and we were testing every colors. From yellow to pink to blue. In the end.....tadaa! I remove it all and my nails are still colorless now. cos' Mlean said milky colors are hard to polish and I don't really like transparent colors. While we were busy polishing our nails, Chee suddenly shouted. Then the next thing we knew we were already standing on the chairs. Guess what? A rat actually jumped out from the garbage when Chee wanted to tie it up. So we werelike throwing things at the place it was hiding but to no avail. It did not come out and we decided to give up. hehe.....
Then we headed to 'kou lou char hor fun'. Unfortunately, it was closed so we went Northam Beach Cafe instead. Then headed back home.
As I've promised js, I accompanied him for supper after his work. And you know what? I drove all the way! without my specs nor lens!!! hehe. We went to his dad's office cos' he had to print something for her sis. Oh how sweet he is right? Such a good bro! Love him to bits! =) A simple date complete my day! Before that, I've got my results for second sem. And it's not good! Need to work harder next sem!!

Someone erm.......Behind You?

Today kinda had fun actually. Watched a korean horror movie"Someone behind you" with Khoe and Saw. You see....Normally the movies I suggested to watch will turn out not a nice movie. So as usual it was not a worthy one. Neway, watching movie with Khoe was fun. We were like joking bout the movie though it was a horror movie. The story is about a girl who got these people around her killing her cos' of some curse. So there we were....joking bout who would be the next killer and all those stuff. You know, at first I thought going out with Khoe and Saw would kinda awkward. But surprisingly, it's kinda relaxing and enjoyable. hehe......
It's been 3 days since I met js. He had a fever yesterday and still havent fully recover yet. I feel bad for him cos' I couldn't be with him. I wish I could meet him. I miss him so badly!! Feeling so moodless now. haiz........