Down......~

It's been a long time since I post something here. It's not that I don't want to blog, but every time whenever I log into this page, somehow I'll lose the mood to do so. If not, something would restrict me from doing it. I've always been wondering how nice it would be if they could just capture what's in our mind at that time and just automatically blog it here. =)

Last few days, I was feeling kinda empty in myself. I have doubts in certain things. I'm getting bored with my current life. I feel like I need a change. Yet, I have no idea what could I do so that my life would get better......

People used to say that our life is in our hands. That's not true! After watching "Burning Flame 3", I realized that we can't predict how our life's gonna be. We can't even control it. Just like Ah seng in BF3. So what if he loves Ah Ying deeply? In the end, he still can't be with her...... Perhaps, what's important is the process, not the result.

On a happier note, I'll be going out with js, Hc and YY. So, it's kinda like a double date......UUM style. hehe.....Btw, am looking forward for the coming raya break~260909 ^.^

Some messages for the guys~

I received this email from my roommate which I found was quite true and cute. So, decided to share it here~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DUMBO~

Sorry is not the hardest word~

These few days I've been waking up late. Around 11a.m. Something which did not happen for a long long time already! I don't know why I woke up feeling contented today. Listening to Soler's songs while drinking milo........I enjoyed it more than ever! I guess it's true that when you are in a good mood, you tend to appreciate things more. Even when you are trapped in boring land.

Listening to different types of music makes people have different feelings. Like when I'm not really in the mood, I will prefer something really loud. As in rock or heavy metal type. When I'm sad, I'll prefer something soft and those with meaningful lyrics. I even have a folder with the name of "sad songs"! =) I guess, music is a good therapy after all!

The last few days, I've been really down. I mean it's like I have so many days of break and I didn't go back to pg, my home sweet home?! How could that be?! I blamed it on js even when I knew that it would hurt him. I keep on repeating that I wanted to go back and made him feel bad. Then, I realised that I'm the bad one. I'm so not understanding at all! I mean, it's not that he does not want to go back. But he can't! All I want to say is a word of "sorry"~

Of 10 Things I Don't Do When I'm Not In Uni~

1. Laundries

2. Rides bus

3. Eats in the room

4. Eats dinner as early as 5.30pm

5. Sweeps/mops the floor

6. Eats only biscuits and coffee for breakfast

7. Walks so much

8. Wears t-shirts and shorts to sleep

9. 'Tekan duit' from ATM

10. Eats fruits (besides fruit juice)

Updates~

Tomorrow would be my last day working at Hua & Associates for this sem. (That is if they still want to hire me next sem break!) What can I say? My 2 months break is gonna end soon and I'll be back to uni in like another 5 days! Though I don't really get to rest in this 2 months, somehow I enjoyed it. I had fun working at Hua. Fun colleagues, generous bosses (we had lunch at Dragon-i on last saturday during OT and were sponsored rm200 for barbecue!)

I realized that with different friends, we do different things, go to different places, and chat about different topics. Each has their own fun and mouliu-ness. Nevertheless, it's fate that brought us all together.

Btw, in my previous post, I mentioned that we were going to Pantai Kerachut right? Guess what? We don't get to go AGAIN thanks to the weather!Ish ish....phu huey! We ended up having breakfast then, bowling and played games at Midlands One-Stop. Not bad though! =)
Haiz the thought of going back to uni made me no mood to blog ler! =( Blame it on uum la~

Of New Environment and New Friends~

Time really flies. I've worked in Hua & Associates for 2 weeks already. Only 2 weeks and I've already felt the pressure working in an audit firm. Have I chose the wrong path for my future? But thanks to the working environment there, I managed to survive. There are 10 part timers and 6 permanents with 2 bosses. We, part timers, got along well enough that we went out on 2 friday nights and will be going out again on next saturday. Hiking at Pantai Kerachut! I've been wanted to go there since 3 years ago. Can't wait for it!
Anyway, here are some of the pics to share!






It's really great to have them as friends! ^.^