Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Sorry is not the hardest word~

These few days I've been waking up late. Around 11a.m. Something which did not happen for a long long time already! I don't know why I woke up feeling contented today. Listening to Soler's songs while drinking milo........I enjoyed it more than ever! I guess it's true that when you are in a good mood, you tend to appreciate things more. Even when you are trapped in boring land.

Listening to different types of music makes people have different feelings. Like when I'm not really in the mood, I will prefer something really loud. As in rock or heavy metal type. When I'm sad, I'll prefer something soft and those with meaningful lyrics. I even have a folder with the name of "sad songs"! =) I guess, music is a good therapy after all!


The last few days, I've been really down. I mean it's like I have so many days of break and I didn't go back to pg, my home sweet home?! How could that be?! I blamed it on js even when I knew that it would hurt him. I keep on repeating that I wanted to go back and made him feel bad. Then, I realised that I'm the bad one. I'm so not understanding at all! I mean, it's not that he does not want to go back. But he can't! All I want to say is a word of "sorry"~

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