Dark hole.......

It's been quite some time since I blog. First, I don't really have time to blog when i was in penang last week (or rather lazy....hehe). Secondly, the connection in UUM is NOT GOOD!
Many things had happened since I'm back from penang. Just in one week itself! Perhaps I'm the one that should be blamed. Perhaps I shouldn't give him that much of pressure. Perhaps I shouldn't have told him to study. Perhaps I shouldn't care that much. But still I care. Still I forced him. Still I gave him so much pressure. I don't want him to feel sad anymore. I'm too selfish that i started to hate myself. I feel so helpless. I don't know what can I do anymore........