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With 3 mid-sems waiting for me, I'm supposed to be studying now. But I just can't seem to concentrate. I'm homesick. I'm worried sick. I'm stressed up! Finals' draft was out already and this sem I'll be having my last paper on the very last day. AGAIN! I don't like the feeling. I don't like being alone when others are already back at their home. I'm scared! Though it's just a draft, i doubt there would be much changes in it when the real schedule is out. And though there are still 2 months to go, I am worrying about it already. I'm insane I guess. I panic easily. That is me!
On another unrelated matter, today is the tenth day of CNY. Well, this year is quite boring. I spent the first and second day visiting relatives and on-lining at Stallion at the night. Third day was a bit better. Went to Kek Lok Si and Jin's house to gamble. That's the only time I gamble during this CNY. Then, fourth day had buffet luncheon at E&O. This year, there were more varieties of food compared to the previous years. More sashimis and seafood although there is no yee-sang. Our family officially added a new member in it.....-sis-in-law aka ying! Only two of us wore cheongsam. (sis had one too but in the end did not wear it because she felt itchy) Fifth day, had some reunion with the 6A1. Frankly, it's kinda boring as there are too many people and did not have much chit-chatting with most of them. Sixth day, went to visit friend's house with the Hua's group. Damn tiring! from 1pm-10pm. Guess it would be a no-no for me anymore in the future. Seventh day.......what did I do on the seventh day? Oh.....had lunch and dinner with family. Eight day, back to uni early in the morning. See, isn't my CNY getting more boring each year? I don't even bother to upload any pics. *just kidding. Am waiting for the pics from my bro. hehe*
Chinese New Year is coming in less than 3 weeks. Coincidentally, Valentine's Day falls on the first day of CNY this year. If people ask me what will I be doing on V-Day, I would reply "nothing". Honestly, to me, V-Day is not any special day. It's not like couples would be more loving on that day. (or perhaps I'm not romantic enough!) I even jokingly told my mum that I wanna sell flowers at gurney drive on that day! I mean why not? For a stalk of rose, I can actually sell rm10 when the cost is probably....rm2? haha.
On another unrelated matter, I feel that I'm getting lazier and lazier this sem. For accounting course, we'll get busier in the final year compared to other courses. We need to interview public listed companies and read a lot of journals. Did I mention PUBLIC LISTED COMPANIES? Seriously, it's so hard to get them being interviewed. They'll say they are busy and don't have the time to be spared. And yet lecturer wouldn't understand and still wants us to go. That's only the assignments part. I'll be having 3 mid sems and 2 UBS paper. In fact, I'm getting bored with the life here. I can't wish to get out of this uni! The only thing I like here is my room. Well, at least I have my own room here. (although I have a roommate) I guess next sem would be even worse. The BBA students will be doing their practicum.
Speaking of friends. Sometimes I feel that it's hard to be friends. Some friends are extremely "xiao qi" which is why we need to think twice before we wanna speak and act. A friend asked me, why do we girls need to be so political in making friends. Why do we have to worry whenever we don't wanna let another girl knows about something. It had me wondered why......I guess it depends on who that friend is. If she's not that "xiao qi", then, things would be much less complicated. Like Chee. I'm sure I can trust her and share with her. =) She's the type of friend where I can just sit beside her without feeling weird even when we're not talking. *I just wish the time would pass faster when I'm here*
TOMORROW IS THE DAY! BRO'S BIG DAY! WOOHOO~
*will tell more bout it in the next post*
I post this post mainly is to wish someone "Happy Birthday" lor. Who's bday so important that I need to post it here early in the morning? Hehe.....She's none other than my bestie, Ms Leow Ah Phuek!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AH PHUEK! TUA HAN LIAO MUST KUAI KUAI SANG SANG SENG SENG. mUST KUT LAT THAK CHEK! MAI TA TA JIT ONLINE EE FACEBOOK! HUA HEE BO?~ =P
It's been a long time since I post something here. It's not that I don't want to blog, but every time whenever I log into this page, somehow I'll lose the mood to do so. If not, something would restrict me from doing it. I've always been wondering how nice it would be if they could just capture what's in our mind at that time and just automatically blog it here. =)
Last few days, I was feeling kinda empty in myself. I have doubts in certain things. I'm getting bored with my current life. I feel like I need a change. Yet, I have no idea what could I do so that my life would get better......
People used to say that our life is in our hands. That's not true! After watching "Burning Flame 3", I realized that we can't predict how our life's gonna be. We can't even control it. Just like Ah seng in BF3. So what if he loves Ah Ying deeply? In the end, he still can't be with her...... Perhaps, what's important is the process, not the result.
On a happier note, I'll be going out with js, Hc and YY. So, it's kinda like a double date......UUM style. hehe.....Btw, am looking forward for the coming raya break~260909 ^.^
