Cincai Updates~

Lately I've been kinda lazy to update my blog. Afterall, it's not like there's anyone who's gonna read my blog......plus I got nothing to blog either. ==" Life in uni is really boring. Everyday is just like a routine. From the time I wake up till the time I sleep. Anyway, I prefer going to classes than staying in room lar.....unless I can online in my room. Which surprisingly I can now!


By the way, I went to golf course for my ko-k last saturday. We were formed into a group of 5. Being alone in the class (as in no friends), I'm glad that I had a group. You see, I really hate this kind of group thingy when I don't have other friends in a class. First, you need to look around to see if there's any other lonesome so that you could join them. Second, you need to intro yourself and basically that's the end of the conversation. Full stop. Okay back to my golf. Believe me. Playing golf isn't as easy as it looks. I've tried many times to swing it but each time hit nothing but the wind. ==" Anyway, I did had a great time! And did saw a few guys who's really good at golf! The way they swing their golf club (not sure if it's being called golf club or driver or wood) really caught my attention.



In another incident, I suffered some sort of minor injuries today. In a bus that is! It's like i was standing at the stairs with my left hand holding a book and water bottle and another one holding the pole. (a steel where you can actually hold onto when you are standing) Due to the inconsiderate bus driver who drove as if he was being chase by a bull, me, TAN JAU YEH, fell. I had bruises on my leg. A big one. sigh*

Oh guess what?? Js' 21st birthday is tomorrow!!! Sad to say I still havent get him a present! Js, I know you would forgive me bout' that wan rite???? I promise I will ganti back next week k? We will go Laluan B to celebrate with you. Lots of surprise coming to you ya! =)


Can't wait to go back penang next week!!! =)

Sem 3 has begun~

Today is the third day in uni for sem 3 already. Things hasn't been running smoothly for me this sem.

First day of third sem which was last saturday:

I already had the experience of being alone in class. I'm having a different class with js for my ko-k which I chose golf. Unfortunately. I'm in the same class with yk instead. Knowing that we barely have any conversation nowadays, I decided to sit alone in the front row with a total stranger......

Second day of third sem:
I got class at 8am till 5pm with just an hour and a half for break. Hell, that was tiring! I had class before I went for lunch at 2pm. By that time I was starving like what already! Not to mention about the price of the food which had increased at least Rmo.50! It's like our PTPTN already being deducted RM1.5k this sem and with the increasment of price that we are experiencing now means that: ---------->> less going to changlun and less trip of going back to penang! =(
About my course pulak, I walked to FPP from FPK for like 3 times just to activate the stupid damn matric thingy so that I could add the damn KAM3023!!! In the end, we went to FE to activate instead because the person in charge in FPP said that only sem 4 and above can activate today. And I wonder why FE could do that for us but not FPP. So no efficient right?
And according to them, we could do the add drop thingy today. Therefore, js asked Kchuan to do for us because he has a broadband. But guess what? I received a call from js telling me that they open the add drop thing for sem 3 only on 9 July. Again, what a let down for us towards UUM....... speechless bout' that. =__________=

Third day of third sem which is today:
Well, there's nothing special for today except that I woke up having a headache + flu. Oh then I tried my new lens which I couldn't remember which power is for which side. Double swt for me right? =="" Guess I couldn't be any dumber already! I mean how could I even forgot things like that?? But mind you, I'm wearing it for the second month only. So, can be forgiven la......hehe

Life here is so boring......and here I am. At the office of Bank Rakyat (previously was Bukit Kachi 1) surfing the net because of boredom. 5 weeks to go before one week of break! sigh*

I read this in a forwarded mail and I find it very true.........

As we grow up, we learn that even the
one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will
have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll
fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone
you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never
been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness
you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid
that it will never begin.

2 Days left before going back to UUM!! =( =(

Lunta Island, Krabi, Thailand

Lunta Island, Krabi, Thailand...........

How nice if I can go right? ^^

6 Days left before going back to UUM! =( =(

Of A Broken Friendship..........

Lately I've read many blogs about friendship. It's an issue that no matter how old you are, you might still be having a problem with it. Especially when you are a teen. And I'm no exceptional. Recently, I'm having that issue with a friend. A friend whom I've been quite close during my last sem. A friend whom I had much fun with. I don't know what happened and the next minute he didn't message me anymore. History is repeating itself again. This is not the first time already. I'd experienced it in the first sem. With different people that is. I don't know what I did wrong and I longed for an explanation. I need to get it right before things get awry.
Neway, we celebrated Uncle Banana's birthday yesterday. At first we planned to go to a cafe somewhere around pulau tikus. Unfortunately, it was closed and we ended up at a japanese restaurant. The food was not bad actually......except for the miso soup which was toooooo salty! I had Unagi set which comes with a bowl of rice, salad, salty miso soup, two slices of orange and ice cream and it's only RM9.90. So, overall it's worth it! =) Too bad I didn't snap any picture. I'm just too lazy to do all that....Thanks again Uncle Banana for the treat! hehe.
Well, that's about the food. What i really wanted to blog about is those who attended the dinner. There were like 12 of us at a table but basically 'we' were just chatting to Kchuan. The 'we' I'm referring to are Js and I. I don't know when we had became outsiders in the gang. I don't know why Eng would dislike us. Or just me. I know deep down Js feels upset about it although he told me he doesn't care. Sometimes, i felt that I'm the one who should be blamed. I mean he used to be close to Eng but things changed after I'm with him. I really don't know what I can do anymore. For the first time ever i hope I'm in UUM now. I want to get busy so that I won't have so much time to think about all those silly things.
Lately got addicted to:

• David Cook's Always Be My Baby which was originally sang by Mariah Carey
• Rihanna's Take A Bow
• Taylor Swift's Teardrops On My Guitar

10 Days left before going back to UUM =( =(

Of Loneliness and Relationships........

I feel extremely lonely tonight. All I want is a long break with a group of friends. Basically I didn't really had a break since my finals were over. I've been working even before I sat for my last paper. Honestly, I feel really tired. Not physically but mentally. I'm not happy with my working environment. Luckily it's just a part time job.
On a happier note, my relationship with js are getting better and better each day. I finally told him about what I really feel and he already accepted it and forgive me. I knew I'd hurt him when I told him all that but I really don't wanna hide it from him. I feel that it's not fair to him. Some might say I'm foolish for telling him that but I'm relieved that I finally had the courage to tell him. What's more important but to be true to your partner in a relationship, right? =)
Haiz..... Thinking bout' having to work tomorrow really spoiled my mood.....=(

17 Days left before going back UUM.... =( =(

Last night was fun. Chee, Mlean and I went to the beach and had some sort of girls talk. With Vodka and beer of course. We chat about many things. When I'm with them, I feel so much comfortable because I could just do and say what I want without having to worry that they might have hard feelings. They are the friends that I could turn to whenever I have probs. Somehow I still feel that they are hiding certain things from me. Maybe that's me. I would have doubts in someone even when she/he is close to me. Never mind about that already. Here's some of the pics we took yesterday......

Friends are like a panadol when you are in deep pain................