My 21st Birthday (11 days ago)

I'm back! Back to penang after a string of exams! Feeling exhausted as though I've just back from a war. swt. I didn't bring laptop to uni cos' wana concentrate on finals last minute study ma......kuai betul! hehe.....

The first thing I wana blog about is my 21st Birthday, which was erm......11 days ago. Though it was just like any other days but somehow I felt special on that day. Thanks to js and my parents. Js accompanied me for the whole day. I mean from 12pm-11pm! And I got a surprise gift from him! I've never expect that he would give me those things! He actually did a teddy bear (which I called Or Or for some reasons) and a bottle filled with stars himself! Those things are priceless to me! As for my parents, they bought me a cake and ang pow. ^^

Thanks dumbo for giving me Or Or to accompany me when you're not by my side!

Thanks mum and dad for the cake and ang pows!

Thanks chee for ur wish in your blog! ( just saw it today. paiseh very long din online d!)

KL Trip (31/10 - 2/11)

Oh boy! I haven't been updating my blog since like 3 weeks ago! Partly cos' I'm busy lately.....and lazy! hehe....Neway, just back from KL 2 days ago. Yup,u heard me right! I went to KL straight away after my first paper on last friday! By plane with js! ^^ Went to KL to attend my cousin's wedding. I would consider myself lucky cos' I got to attend it. It was our big family's annual trip and we chose to go to KL. Overall, it was a great trip.

Day 1

They went by bus while js and I joined them there. They went to 'Tian Hou Gong' and Ikea whick I've never been before. That time I was having AIS paper at DP4 FTM. *sigh* At about 7.30pm, we finally reached KL and joined them at Kajang for dinner. Sate Kajang. Hmm.....it's not as nice as the other restaurant we used to eat at. SO, didn't really ate much. =(

After that, went to Aunty Cheng's house at Kajang and cousin's house at Puchong. Then, head to the hotel to check in. Tired....

Day 2

We need to gather at the lobby at 7am as the bride and bridegroom would reach at 7am for the 'yam cha' ceremony. Neway, we reached there only at around 8am though it was only 20min away from his house. You know la.....some of them not punctual wan ma. After the 'yam cha' and breakfast, it's shopping time! Went to Sunway Pyramid. Hmm.....what can I say? I managed to get only a pair of shoes. *sigh* Then, back to hotel again to get ready for the wedding dinner at Tai Thong. We started only at around 8.45pm cos some of the guests were late. We were starving already by that time. Then, got the 'yum seng' all that. Very 'lau juak' hehe..... The bride and bridegroom are very matching too! (both of them sama sama tall-around 180cm!After that, went back to hotel again. Tired Tired!

Day 3

Gather at 9am. Before that had breakfast at the kopitiam nearby. Then, went to Jalan Imbi for the famous Muk Koot Tea. Hmm.....the food was not bad though. The best thing bout it was that I got to take pictures with Jay Chou! hehe.....There were also Leehom, SHE, Aaron Kwok and Raymond Cho just to name a few. Then, went to KLCC. My sis and I wanted to go Sg Wang eh but Ah Nee Chi Chi said we didn't mention ealier. So go KLCC nia lo. Neway, managed to get a shirt for myself and js. Around 2pm, we bid farewell to KL and went to Ipoh to buy salted chicken and pao. Had dinner at Tambun Fish Village. Reached home at about 9.20pm. Super tired.

Overall, we had a great time. Travelling with one big family would always be fun! Plus this year went with js! Wonder next year would go where pulak......^^

I haven't been blogging for quite some time. Since some people criticized my blog saying I have lousy english. Ya, I'm a very "simpan dendam" eh person. I would keep in my mind for a long time before I decided that it's actually not a big deal. Basically i got nothing to blog about. Just wanna find something to do cos' i'm so damn bored now! I always remind myself to study study and study! But somehow i end up playing games or online. Then' I would start panic when the exam is near.
During the raya break, I didn't go out with friends that often. Mostly spent my time with family. Nevertheless, it was still one of the best break ever! We went to Batu Kawan for seafood. Oh, I got a dress for my cousin's wedding already! Hmm......kinda expensive though but thanx to mum! hehe.....
I did a stupid thing. I cried in front of them when we were on the way to grandma's birthday dinner. They were like asking me what happened and even thought that I cried because I argue with js or wat. I told them it's not. I didn't tell them the real reason until mum found out that I cried on bed that night....again. She told me I should tell them why I cried as they are worried of me. I decided to tell out everything. I told them I felt being left out and that they don't care for me that much anymore. I knew she was sad when she heard that. She told me not to think that anymore as they still love me very much. Especially my dad. He would always remind my mum to call me when I'm in uni. He would always cook for me when I'm back home. He would call me when I didn't back home after midnight. My mum told me all that and said that my dad would be real sad if he knew I said that he dun care for me. Just then I realized that I'm actually so immatured and stupid.
The next day mum told me to call dad to apologize. I did. I told him I'm dumb and don't know how to think. I asked for his apologize and he did accept it and told me not to think about that anymore. From that on, I could feel that they are treating me differently. The better they treat me, the more guilty I would feel. Cos' I've hurt them and made them worried. How stupid I am right?

To those who cares for me, I promise I wouldn't simply think anymore and I would take good care of myself~

魔杰座

Jay Chou's new album "Capricorn", named after his constellation, will be released across the Asia on October 9.Pre-orders of the album are permitted from September 24, and those interested will receive a free Rubik's Cube.
The album's hit song "Fragrant Rice" is due to premiere worldwide on September 22 on Sina.com

稻香

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃 就像我说的

追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢

我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧 回到最初的美好

Can't wait for it! ^^

Attacked by Monkeys~

Yesterday was really bad luck! I was attacked by a monkey k!! It happened when Hc and I walked to the mall for dinner. There were like 3 monkeys, one on the roof and another 2 one the ground. Thinking that the monkeys weren't that near, we just walked pass them la. Manatau, while we were walking halfway, on of the monkey suddenly came near me and tried to attack me!!! He used his hand (or leg) to scratched my legs! Luckily I was wearing long pants! The next minute we were screaming like 2 siao po d. *ehem* it's a normal reaction nia k! Then, we tried to run la but luckily the monkey din chase us. After that, we walked to the mall lo when we saw there were a few other students heading to the mall. We had a good laugh when we think back the incident. *swt* What an "experience"!

Of Business Law, Bear Bear and KL trip.........

Gawd! While her roomate is studying for UL2023 which is Business Law, jauyeh is busy onlining without a reason to do so. Ya.....that's me! I'll be sitting for the exam oso for like in 5 hours time and here I am.....checking mails and blogging! Omg! Someone please save me!!!!

I really hate Business Law! It's like you need to memberize all those sections and cases which I doubt I would need it in the future. I wonder why Acct course need to include law papers in it. Tak berkaitan pun! If their purpose is to make us students suffer, ya they've made it! I feel like banging my head against the wall for I couldn't memberize most of the cases and sections be it after reading for like the third time! All I could do is to pray hard later.

Yesterday went to the SDG for the first time in this sem. I was late due to the lazy bus driver who was not willing to move even whne the bus was full already! I should be at the lec's room at 9.30am but made it there at 9.40am instead. So ma kena from the lec lo! (Bear Bear says: "You are late. What time is it now? It's already 9.40am! You don't know how to use a watch ah?")
Well, Bear Bear is a nick I created for her actually. I even created a poem for her which sounds like this:

Body like a pear,

Face like a bear,

Always black face,

Makes people scared.

Well, sounds childish but that's the first poem I've ever created for someone. She should be proud of it right? =)

Oh on a happier note, I'll be attending my cousin's wedding in KL on 31Oct. And I'll be going with JS by plane from alor setar! =D That's if there's still seats left in the bus when we return from KL. If not I'm gonna stay in penang.=(

Let's just hope we get to go k. Okie okie, it's time to get back to my business law d! Wish me luck ya!

Dark hole.......

It's been quite some time since I blog. First, I don't really have time to blog when i was in penang last week (or rather lazy....hehe). Secondly, the connection in UUM is NOT GOOD!
Many things had happened since I'm back from penang. Just in one week itself! Perhaps I'm the one that should be blamed. Perhaps I shouldn't give him that much of pressure. Perhaps I shouldn't have told him to study. Perhaps I shouldn't care that much. But still I care. Still I forced him. Still I gave him so much pressure. I don't want him to feel sad anymore. I'm too selfish that i started to hate myself. I feel so helpless. I don't know what can I do anymore........