Trips!

It's been a long time since I blog. Lately been busy with assignments. Honestly, this sem feels short yet I don't really like it. Perhaps most of my friends already left. Or perhaps cos' they're already out of this uni but I'm still stuck in here. I don't know.

Today the time seems to move slower than usual. Finally I've finished with my assignments. At first, I was relax and thought I could watch movie for the whole night. But after finished watching 3 episodes of "Gong Zhu Ka Dou", I started to feel guilty. Guilty for spending 3 hours watching movie and not doing something else which is more useful. Like studying for my finals. This sem's finals would be kinda tough though only 4 papers. 4 papers in 6 days. 25/11-30/11. @@

I really don't know what's wrong with me. My mood changes easily. I would feel like crying suddenly. Perhaps I feel lonely. Or I'm home sick. Or I'm worried because I can't sleep. I've been having insomnia for 3 weeks already if I'm not mistaken. For 3 weeks, the earliest I fall to sleep also 1am. Sometimes at 2+am. Having insomnia is terrible. You lie on the bed for 2 hours before you can actually sleep. And when you can't sleep, you tend to go to the toilet for a few times even though you don't feel like pee-ing. In the end I could take it no more, I went to PKU today. The doctor gave me medicine "Atarax". Only 3 pills. I was thinking should I take it or not. I'm afraid that I'll get addicted and need to rely on it to sleep in the future. I even googled this medicine to see what are the side effects. But as I was typing this, I realize I have to eat it. Hope I could have a nice sleep later.

On a happier note, I'll be going to Langkawi next week! 28/10-30/10. Will be going there by ferry from uni and back to penang by Air Asia. At first I was reluctant to go cos whenever I go trip with people other than my family, I feel insecure. I don't know why. But since I was the one who suggest, I have to go no matter what. If not sure will got problem.

Besides, I'll be going to Singapore too in december! With family and JS! =) My bro suggested it cos' he'll be returning to Penang for good in January cos' he's gonna be a papa! Congrats bro and sis-in-law Ying! Mel will be having another cousin to play with him! =) Am excited bout this trip cos' will be going with family and it's my virgin visit to Singapore. Hope it would be a fun one.

Updates~

It's been so long since I've signed in that I've actually forgotten my password! l0l. Basically I don't have anything that I would like to blog. It's just that I realize it's been like more than a month I did not update it. Rather than leaving it to die just like that, aiya.....update abit la.

Currently, life in uni can be considered relax. I mean I only have 3 days 4 classes per week what do you expect?! It's boring giler! Well, okay, I'm NOT that free. I still have assignments and all that. It's just that I'm getting lazier and lazier and I don't have any mid-sem exam. Even my finals draft shown that my papers would be finished within a week. 24/11-30/11. Is that good or bad? Anyway, I just wanna leave here ASAP cos I semakin don't like it d. At least working we can get salary every month right? We have something to wait for right? But of course, we might get scolded by boss or can't get along with the colleagues when work. Well, just pray hard that I LOOK approachable and they all like me. =)

Speaking of intern in december, I think I chose the wrong firm. Al-jeffridean. I should have chose Horwarth instead. I mean Al-jeff, they hired people just like that. Which I really don't understand. Anyway, since I've made up my mind, no point to regret about it. I can still learn in Al-jeff. okay, stop here for now. Nothing to complain d. bubye~

Of friends and new sem~

It's been a long time since I wrote here. Just when I thought of deleting this blog, I have the sudden urge to write here though I don't know what should I write about. During these 3 months, many things happened. It's not that I don't wanna write it here, it's just that some things can't be expressed in words. Or in a simpler way, I'm lazy.

I've been noticing that I'm having lesser friends. Same goes to js. Those that we used to mix with are not going out with us anymore. They seem to be avoiding us. Or so I thought. It makes me wonder if we did anything wrong. And I keep reminding myself that it's okay because all I need is my family, js and chee. They are the most important after all. They are whom I shared my emotions and feelings with. So why wanna bother bout others? Yet, I'm still feeling uneasy for having lesser friends now.

Yesterday came back to uni again for the final year. I was reluctant to come back since we don't really have many friends anymore. Things were pretty much still the same here. Having only 4-papers 3-day class is kinda boring but quite relax lifestyle. I just hope that everything will goes well this sem. Hope js and my pointer would increase this sem. *ang kong po pi*

Stays forever~

I still can't believe that she's already gone,
I keep on thinking about the past,
We used to chat before we sleep,
She would tell me all those stories when she was young,
Stories about her and grandpa,
I love it when she laughs,
The way she smiles,
I used to be annoyed when she nags,
Back then I was dumb.

I guess God loves her more,
May she rest in peace in heaven,
For she'll always stay,
In our heart!

WE LOVE YOU GRANNY~

What I did during CNY....

With 3 mid-sems waiting for me, I'm supposed to be studying now. But I just can't seem to concentrate. I'm homesick. I'm worried sick. I'm stressed up! Finals' draft was out already and this sem I'll be having my last paper on the very last day. AGAIN! I don't like the feeling. I don't like being alone when others are already back at their home. I'm scared! Though it's just a draft, i doubt there would be much changes in it when the real schedule is out. And though there are still 2 months to go, I am worrying about it already. I'm insane I guess. I panic easily. That is me!

On another unrelated matter, today is the tenth day of CNY. Well, this year is quite boring. I spent the first and second day visiting relatives and on-lining at Stallion at the night. Third day was a bit better. Went to Kek Lok Si and Jin's house to gamble. That's the only time I gamble during this CNY. Then, fourth day had buffet luncheon at E&O. This year, there were more varieties of food compared to the previous years. More sashimis and seafood although there is no yee-sang. Our family officially added a new member in it.....-sis-in-law aka ying! Only two of us wore cheongsam. (sis had one too but in the end did not wear it because she felt itchy) Fifth day, had some reunion with the 6A1. Frankly, it's kinda boring as there are too many people and did not have much chit-chatting with most of them. Sixth day, went to visit friend's house with the Hua's group. Damn tiring! from 1pm-10pm. Guess it would be a no-no for me anymore in the future. Seventh day.......what did I do on the seventh day? Oh.....had lunch and dinner with family. Eight day, back to uni early in the morning. See, isn't my CNY getting more boring each year? I don't even bother to upload any pics. *just kidding. Am waiting for the pics from my bro. hehe*

Pouring of emotions~

Chinese New Year is coming in less than 3 weeks. Coincidentally, Valentine's Day falls on the first day of CNY this year. If people ask me what will I be doing on V-Day, I would reply "nothing". Honestly, to me, V-Day is not any special day. It's not like couples would be more loving on that day. (or perhaps I'm not romantic enough!) I even jokingly told my mum that I wanna sell flowers at gurney drive on that day! I mean why not? For a stalk of rose, I can actually sell rm10 when the cost is probably....rm2? haha.

On another unrelated matter, I feel that I'm getting lazier and lazier this sem. For accounting course, we'll get busier in the final year compared to other courses. We need to interview public listed companies and read a lot of journals. Did I mention PUBLIC LISTED COMPANIES? Seriously, it's so hard to get them being interviewed. They'll say they are busy and don't have the time to be spared. And yet lecturer wouldn't understand and still wants us to go. That's only the assignments part. I'll be having 3 mid sems and 2 UBS paper. In fact, I'm getting bored with the life here. I can't wish to get out of this uni! The only thing I like here is my room. Well, at least I have my own room here. (although I have a roommate) I guess next sem would be even worse. The BBA students will be doing their practicum.

Speaking of friends. Sometimes I feel that it's hard to be friends. Some friends are extremely "xiao qi" which is why we need to think twice before we wanna speak and act. A friend asked me, why do we girls need to be so political in making friends. Why do we have to worry whenever we don't wanna let another girl knows about something. It had me wondered why......I guess it depends on who that friend is. If she's not that "xiao qi", then, things would be much less complicated. Like Chee. I'm sure I can trust her and share with her. =) She's the type of friend where I can just sit beside her without feeling weird even when we're not talking.

*I just wish the time would pass faster when I'm here*

20.12.09~

How should I start this post? I was too bored. Nothing to comment about in fb. No one to chat with in msn. Mondays are always so boring. Monday blues.... not because I need to work. But for certain reasons which I, myself, do not know. I'm going back to uni in like 4 days. Honestly, I'm kinda excited. New sem. New year. Can't wait to get out from the jungle though.....
Okay, stop being emo d. I post this cos I wanna upload bro's wedding photos. I must say, his wedding is the best wedding I've ever attend so far! It's like every gal's dream wedding! It was a luncheon and his solemnization was done in the garden there. He took a year to edit 3 videos on his own, which I think is really worth it! It's the kind of video that touches your heart and stays in your memories. They really did a great job! There's even a dancing session. That was the first time I saw my mum and dad dance! I'm sure they are the happiest that day besides the bride and the groom. =)

Here are some of the photos.....

TOMORROW IS THE DAY! BRO'S BIG DAY! WOOHOO~


*will tell more bout it in the next post*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH PHUEK~

I post this post mainly is to wish someone "Happy Birthday" lor. Who's bday so important that I need to post it here early in the morning? Hehe.....She's none other than my bestie, Ms Leow Ah Phuek!!!!!!



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AH PHUEK! TUA HAN LIAO MUST KUAI KUAI SANG SANG SENG SENG. mUST KUT LAT THAK CHEK! MAI TA TA JIT ONLINE EE FACEBOOK! HUA HEE BO?~ =P

Updates~

Raya break was over and I'm back to uni for almost a week already. I really had fun during my two weeks break. Watched a few movies and hang out with friends.... and not forgetting trip yang paling dinanti-nantikan every year! This year we went to Cameron Highlands. =)
Though we faced some "obstacles" during the trip, we did enjoyed ourselves from all those shopping and foods. Our one big family consists of around 60 persons went there by a bus and a van. It's like they will buy something in every stop. Be it fruits or veges or souvenirs! Even my mum alone, bought 17 of pearl corns! Nevertheless, the pearl corns were sweet though! =)
We visited a few places like Cactus Valley, Boh Tea Plantation and etc....

Not really in the mood to write any further.........so, let the photos do the talking~

Down......~

It's been a long time since I post something here. It's not that I don't want to blog, but every time whenever I log into this page, somehow I'll lose the mood to do so. If not, something would restrict me from doing it. I've always been wondering how nice it would be if they could just capture what's in our mind at that time and just automatically blog it here. =)

Last few days, I was feeling kinda empty in myself. I have doubts in certain things. I'm getting bored with my current life. I feel like I need a change. Yet, I have no idea what could I do so that my life would get better......

People used to say that our life is in our hands. That's not true! After watching "Burning Flame 3", I realized that we can't predict how our life's gonna be. We can't even control it. Just like Ah seng in BF3. So what if he loves Ah Ying deeply? In the end, he still can't be with her...... Perhaps, what's important is the process, not the result.

On a happier note, I'll be going out with js, Hc and YY. So, it's kinda like a double date......UUM style. hehe.....Btw, am looking forward for the coming raya break~260909 ^.^

Some messages for the guys~

I received this email from my roommate which I found was quite true and cute. So, decided to share it here~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DUMBO~

Sorry is not the hardest word~

These few days I've been waking up late. Around 11a.m. Something which did not happen for a long long time already! I don't know why I woke up feeling contented today. Listening to Soler's songs while drinking milo........I enjoyed it more than ever! I guess it's true that when you are in a good mood, you tend to appreciate things more. Even when you are trapped in boring land.

Listening to different types of music makes people have different feelings. Like when I'm not really in the mood, I will prefer something really loud. As in rock or heavy metal type. When I'm sad, I'll prefer something soft and those with meaningful lyrics. I even have a folder with the name of "sad songs"! =) I guess, music is a good therapy after all!

The last few days, I've been really down. I mean it's like I have so many days of break and I didn't go back to pg, my home sweet home?! How could that be?! I blamed it on js even when I knew that it would hurt him. I keep on repeating that I wanted to go back and made him feel bad. Then, I realised that I'm the bad one. I'm so not understanding at all! I mean, it's not that he does not want to go back. But he can't! All I want to say is a word of "sorry"~

Of 10 Things I Don't Do When I'm Not In Uni~

1. Laundries

2. Rides bus

3. Eats in the room

4. Eats dinner as early as 5.30pm

5. Sweeps/mops the floor

6. Eats only biscuits and coffee for breakfast

7. Walks so much

8. Wears t-shirts and shorts to sleep

9. 'Tekan duit' from ATM

10. Eats fruits (besides fruit juice)

Updates~

Tomorrow would be my last day working at Hua & Associates for this sem. (That is if they still want to hire me next sem break!) What can I say? My 2 months break is gonna end soon and I'll be back to uni in like another 5 days! Though I don't really get to rest in this 2 months, somehow I enjoyed it. I had fun working at Hua. Fun colleagues, generous bosses (we had lunch at Dragon-i on last saturday during OT and were sponsored rm200 for barbecue!)

I realized that with different friends, we do different things, go to different places, and chat about different topics. Each has their own fun and mouliu-ness. Nevertheless, it's fate that brought us all together.

Btw, in my previous post, I mentioned that we were going to Pantai Kerachut right? Guess what? We don't get to go AGAIN thanks to the weather!Ish ish....phu huey! We ended up having breakfast then, bowling and played games at Midlands One-Stop. Not bad though! =)
Haiz the thought of going back to uni made me no mood to blog ler! =( Blame it on uum la~

Of New Environment and New Friends~

Time really flies. I've worked in Hua & Associates for 2 weeks already. Only 2 weeks and I've already felt the pressure working in an audit firm. Have I chose the wrong path for my future? But thanks to the working environment there, I managed to survive. There are 10 part timers and 6 permanents with 2 bosses. We, part timers, got along well enough that we went out on 2 friday nights and will be going out again on next saturday. Hiking at Pantai Kerachut! I've been wanted to go there since 3 years ago. Can't wait for it!
Anyway, here are some of the pics to share!






It's really great to have them as friends! ^.^

Happy Mother's Day!

After 12 days of break and lepak lepak, I finally found a job and will start to work tomorrow. I will be working at an audit firm with js, HC and yew yong aka swim. Will I be able to survive in this job? Or quit like the previous one? =p Hopefully I could because that's what I'll need to do when I graduate in 2 years time. Furthermore, I need to get some allowance for my break. I can't just spend without receiving any income, right? Though the salary isn't much, it's better than none! Good luck, jy! Kayao! ^x^



HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! I LOVE YOU MI~

The End of the IVth Sem.........

Waking up at 9 something and after brushing my teeth all, here I am, sitting in front of my laptop accompanied with a cup of 2-in-1 kopi 'o'. Again. I've been doing this since the 9th of April if I'm not mistaken......(unless I have exam in the morning)cincai uptaes. Then, I'll go bathe at around 11 something and then study for a while before I eat lunch at 12.30pm while watching a movie on the laptop. Then, feel guilty for wasting my time, I do my revision till 5.30pm where I'll have my dinner. At 6 something, online again because at approximately 6pm, we can finally log into fb. Then, bathe and continue my revision again. And then zzzzz.........

Basically that's what I do for the past 3 weeks. It has become a routine that I do not have to think of what should I do next. One more day! One more day and I'll be back to my home sweet home for 2 months! Left one more paper, KAF3063, which I really sucks in it. What's worse, usually we will not have the mood to study cos' it's the last paper. (or is it just me?)

This sem seems short. Time passes really fast. Next sem I'll be in sem 5 already! However, when back to pg, I need to start looking for job. Kinda lazy this time but 2 months are just too long to just sit at home everyday. And it's not that I'm rich to go for holidays! Hopefully I can find a job........*ang kong po pi*

Of Add Drop II..........

Yesterday I did not go to campus in the end. Actually, I'd planned to go at 11am. But when I came out from bathroom, Hmei messaged me through msn saying that she wanted to tapao for lunch. Then, I changed my mind(again) not to go campus. I'm such an indecisive person, you see. Most of the time I can't even make decision. I tend to change my decision for like a few times before I actually do something. What's worse, I will regret after that. I'm so easy being influenced.

Well, what I wanted to blog in this post is actually about the stupiak add-drop thing. Yesterday we went to the mall at around 11pm. At first we could log into the website and we thought "ho say liao la can log in. First time can add without anyone's help!" Manatau, suey suey, at around 11.45pm like that, the line disconnected! *&%^#@ We all khi kong! So, we call for back-up. Honestly, at that time I were still quite relax cos i knew js could add for me since the line at FPK is stable. Manatau, around 12am like that he called and said couldn't log into my portal! I was like WTF! Then, start to khi kong. So, started to call everyone in uum who could add (okay not everyone). Everyone said they could add for the first round only. Since there's nothing else we can do, we went back to our room. After a while, js called and said that he'd added for me already but some of the time is not really that sui. I don't care much about whether my time sui bo sui already lo.

This morning i read a message from js. He added night class. Then, I thought maybe night is quite okay. I pun ask Hc wanna change to night class la. She pun okay then everything okay la! Hua hee.......Hopefully next sem don't K.O can already la.