Trips!

It's been a long time since I blog. Lately been busy with assignments. Honestly, this sem feels short yet I don't really like it. Perhaps most of my friends already left. Or perhaps cos' they're already out of this uni but I'm still stuck in here. I don't know.

Today the time seems to move slower than usual. Finally I've finished with my assignments. At first, I was relax and thought I could watch movie for the whole night. But after finished watching 3 episodes of "Gong Zhu Ka Dou", I started to feel guilty. Guilty for spending 3 hours watching movie and not doing something else which is more useful. Like studying for my finals. This sem's finals would be kinda tough though only 4 papers. 4 papers in 6 days. 25/11-30/11. @@

I really don't know what's wrong with me. My mood changes easily. I would feel like crying suddenly. Perhaps I feel lonely. Or I'm home sick. Or I'm worried because I can't sleep. I've been having insomnia for 3 weeks already if I'm not mistaken. For 3 weeks, the earliest I fall to sleep also 1am. Sometimes at 2+am. Having insomnia is terrible. You lie on the bed for 2 hours before you can actually sleep. And when you can't sleep, you tend to go to the toilet for a few times even though you don't feel like pee-ing. In the end I could take it no more, I went to PKU today. The doctor gave me medicine "Atarax". Only 3 pills. I was thinking should I take it or not. I'm afraid that I'll get addicted and need to rely on it to sleep in the future. I even googled this medicine to see what are the side effects. But as I was typing this, I realize I have to eat it. Hope I could have a nice sleep later.

On a happier note, I'll be going to Langkawi next week! 28/10-30/10. Will be going there by ferry from uni and back to penang by Air Asia. At first I was reluctant to go cos whenever I go trip with people other than my family, I feel insecure. I don't know why. But since I was the one who suggest, I have to go no matter what. If not sure will got problem.

Besides, I'll be going to Singapore too in december! With family and JS! =) My bro suggested it cos' he'll be returning to Penang for good in January cos' he's gonna be a papa! Congrats bro and sis-in-law Ying! Mel will be having another cousin to play with him! =) Am excited bout this trip cos' will be going with family and it's my virgin visit to Singapore. Hope it would be a fun one.

Updates~

It's been so long since I've signed in that I've actually forgotten my password! l0l. Basically I don't have anything that I would like to blog. It's just that I realize it's been like more than a month I did not update it. Rather than leaving it to die just like that, aiya.....update abit la.

Currently, life in uni can be considered relax. I mean I only have 3 days 4 classes per week what do you expect?! It's boring giler! Well, okay, I'm NOT that free. I still have assignments and all that. It's just that I'm getting lazier and lazier and I don't have any mid-sem exam. Even my finals draft shown that my papers would be finished within a week. 24/11-30/11. Is that good or bad? Anyway, I just wanna leave here ASAP cos I semakin don't like it d. At least working we can get salary every month right? We have something to wait for right? But of course, we might get scolded by boss or can't get along with the colleagues when work. Well, just pray hard that I LOOK approachable and they all like me. =)

Speaking of intern in december, I think I chose the wrong firm. Al-jeffridean. I should have chose Horwarth instead. I mean Al-jeff, they hired people just like that. Which I really don't understand. Anyway, since I've made up my mind, no point to regret about it. I can still learn in Al-jeff. okay, stop here for now. Nothing to complain d. bubye~

Of friends and new sem~

It's been a long time since I wrote here. Just when I thought of deleting this blog, I have the sudden urge to write here though I don't know what should I write about. During these 3 months, many things happened. It's not that I don't wanna write it here, it's just that some things can't be expressed in words. Or in a simpler way, I'm lazy.

I've been noticing that I'm having lesser friends. Same goes to js. Those that we used to mix with are not going out with us anymore. They seem to be avoiding us. Or so I thought. It makes me wonder if we did anything wrong. And I keep reminding myself that it's okay because all I need is my family, js and chee. They are the most important after all. They are whom I shared my emotions and feelings with. So why wanna bother bout others? Yet, I'm still feeling uneasy for having lesser friends now.

Yesterday came back to uni again for the final year. I was reluctant to come back since we don't really have many friends anymore. Things were pretty much still the same here. Having only 4-papers 3-day class is kinda boring but quite relax lifestyle. I just hope that everything will goes well this sem. Hope js and my pointer would increase this sem. *ang kong po pi*

Stays forever~

I still can't believe that she's already gone,
I keep on thinking about the past,
We used to chat before we sleep,
She would tell me all those stories when she was young,
Stories about her and grandpa,
I love it when she laughs,
The way she smiles,
I used to be annoyed when she nags,
Back then I was dumb.

I guess God loves her more,
May she rest in peace in heaven,
For she'll always stay,
In our heart!

WE LOVE YOU GRANNY~

What I did during CNY....

With 3 mid-sems waiting for me, I'm supposed to be studying now. But I just can't seem to concentrate. I'm homesick. I'm worried sick. I'm stressed up! Finals' draft was out already and this sem I'll be having my last paper on the very last day. AGAIN! I don't like the feeling. I don't like being alone when others are already back at their home. I'm scared! Though it's just a draft, i doubt there would be much changes in it when the real schedule is out. And though there are still 2 months to go, I am worrying about it already. I'm insane I guess. I panic easily. That is me!

On another unrelated matter, today is the tenth day of CNY. Well, this year is quite boring. I spent the first and second day visiting relatives and on-lining at Stallion at the night. Third day was a bit better. Went to Kek Lok Si and Jin's house to gamble. That's the only time I gamble during this CNY. Then, fourth day had buffet luncheon at E&O. This year, there were more varieties of food compared to the previous years. More sashimis and seafood although there is no yee-sang. Our family officially added a new member in it.....-sis-in-law aka ying! Only two of us wore cheongsam. (sis had one too but in the end did not wear it because she felt itchy) Fifth day, had some reunion with the 6A1. Frankly, it's kinda boring as there are too many people and did not have much chit-chatting with most of them. Sixth day, went to visit friend's house with the Hua's group. Damn tiring! from 1pm-10pm. Guess it would be a no-no for me anymore in the future. Seventh day.......what did I do on the seventh day? Oh.....had lunch and dinner with family. Eight day, back to uni early in the morning. See, isn't my CNY getting more boring each year? I don't even bother to upload any pics. *just kidding. Am waiting for the pics from my bro. hehe*

Pouring of emotions~

Chinese New Year is coming in less than 3 weeks. Coincidentally, Valentine's Day falls on the first day of CNY this year. If people ask me what will I be doing on V-Day, I would reply "nothing". Honestly, to me, V-Day is not any special day. It's not like couples would be more loving on that day. (or perhaps I'm not romantic enough!) I even jokingly told my mum that I wanna sell flowers at gurney drive on that day! I mean why not? For a stalk of rose, I can actually sell rm10 when the cost is probably....rm2? haha.

On another unrelated matter, I feel that I'm getting lazier and lazier this sem. For accounting course, we'll get busier in the final year compared to other courses. We need to interview public listed companies and read a lot of journals. Did I mention PUBLIC LISTED COMPANIES? Seriously, it's so hard to get them being interviewed. They'll say they are busy and don't have the time to be spared. And yet lecturer wouldn't understand and still wants us to go. That's only the assignments part. I'll be having 3 mid sems and 2 UBS paper. In fact, I'm getting bored with the life here. I can't wish to get out of this uni! The only thing I like here is my room. Well, at least I have my own room here. (although I have a roommate) I guess next sem would be even worse. The BBA students will be doing their practicum.

Speaking of friends. Sometimes I feel that it's hard to be friends. Some friends are extremely "xiao qi" which is why we need to think twice before we wanna speak and act. A friend asked me, why do we girls need to be so political in making friends. Why do we have to worry whenever we don't wanna let another girl knows about something. It had me wondered why......I guess it depends on who that friend is. If she's not that "xiao qi", then, things would be much less complicated. Like Chee. I'm sure I can trust her and share with her. =) She's the type of friend where I can just sit beside her without feeling weird even when we're not talking.

*I just wish the time would pass faster when I'm here*

20.12.09~

How should I start this post? I was too bored. Nothing to comment about in fb. No one to chat with in msn. Mondays are always so boring. Monday blues.... not because I need to work. But for certain reasons which I, myself, do not know. I'm going back to uni in like 4 days. Honestly, I'm kinda excited. New sem. New year. Can't wait to get out from the jungle though.....
Okay, stop being emo d. I post this cos I wanna upload bro's wedding photos. I must say, his wedding is the best wedding I've ever attend so far! It's like every gal's dream wedding! It was a luncheon and his solemnization was done in the garden there. He took a year to edit 3 videos on his own, which I think is really worth it! It's the kind of video that touches your heart and stays in your memories. They really did a great job! There's even a dancing session. That was the first time I saw my mum and dad dance! I'm sure they are the happiest that day besides the bride and the groom. =)

Here are some of the photos.....